The rundown is..
Training, eating and working hard, after my last bug i have got a horrible rash which
had me on high doses of medication that mucked my body around, causing the last 2
appraisals at Planet Max to be a very big disappointment.
I was training hard, eating well, feeling
positive. It got me into a bad place within myself. My body is obviously
not liking what im doing to it, my digestion was also failing on me. i even got that bloated at one stage i couldn't move.
But my last appraisal, Saturday, was finally a success and things are starting to move!
I am around about where i was this many weeks out last comp, so i still have a chance
to compete if things keep moving, but i have come to the realization that my life, body and health come first, there will always be other comps.
Friday, i bit a bullet and spoke to a clairvoyant. She gave me a positive perspective to my future and my life, said some unreal crazy things that were so true,some things only a few people know about me and made me realize whats important in life.
This weekend i had a rest, had a cheat, refocused my mind and energy, and im ready to take on Monday! 8 weeks out until the INBA Tas Titles, my body will tell me if its my time or not, if not, im living a great healthy lifestyle, and hopefully inspiring someone else out there to do the same. Its all about YOU and what YOU can become, stop comparing yourself to others, because at the end of the day, your only competing against yourself.
PS. I also cut my hair off which was scary!
Take care guys, Lj x



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